Nada.

Dec 20, 2007 01:50

I've been to a land
I don't quite understand
The landing was rough
The stay wasn't planed
I got out of my shuttle
To walk out in sand
In hopes of new feelings
I don't understand
My inspiration to be there
Stemmed from the truth
And now that its broken
I return to my roots
Deep in my mind
Totally scared
Forever apart
Never to pair
Now things that deceive me
My eyes as a whole
Take my brain for a spin
Leave me out of control
But I can not help it
If this land rejects me
Its such a true shame
I sought to protect thee
But whats done is now done
And never shall be
Although shelter was had
Even for weeks
But not to look back
Is to never regret
Back in the shuttle
But I'll never forget...

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And a piece of me still
Wants to go back
Be proud as a hawk
As I Puncture my flag
Hold my head High
Proclaim this as mine
Live happy thereafter
Till time has unwind
Dig my feet in the sand
Take in all the breeze
Explore all the landscape
Admire the trees
Swim in the oceans
Uncover all truths
Gaze into the sky
Gaze into you:
A mirror reflection
Showing how I feel
I know its felt too
I swore it was real
At one point and time
It was then shown
afraid of the path
You might be going...

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Wow.

I really can't describe how I feel at this moment. I'm a little shocked, But mostly hurt. Then again, mostly confused. If what was written is about me, and one could only assume so being in the position I am in.... Then wow. Hurt is all that I can say I am feeling right now. I have no position on the matter, no care to clarify... only immense hurt and pain. If someone you loved and cared about had such an opinion about you, I'm sure you would feel it too. But then again, I should be selfless and not care? I don't know... I don't know... How a few sentences can totally flip your day around. How a few sentences can destroy a night... (I wish I knew why she said such harsh things...)
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