Sep 02, 2010 18:05
In reality, compared to a few years back
i have been better and more confident than ever.
But, there will always be a big but. I still lack something,
its like there`s supposed to be a happening
which makes me feel
great for something.
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We received our cards yesterday and it was then
when i realized why i felt empty was because of my
grades. I don`t want to mention it anymore
since its not high. It is not worth hearing anyway.
GOING BACK
Maybe the reason why I feel something is lacking about myself esteem
is my academic stand. Its not something I usually ponder for times like this.
honestly I never really had any award for honors