I was remembering a song by Good Charlotte that I liked and watched it on Youtube again. The song is called "Hold On."
Here is the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oOoty9z_rCk I don't really let anyone except certain people look at my posts, but have decided to make an exception for this one. If you are looking at this and need help, please get it and hold on! I know that just by looking at a music video may not help much, but I am hoping that it will give you some courage to get help and hang in there.
The first step is not always the easiest, and it takes time to get better but it's worth it.
Good luck!