around again.
gahhh, its almost all over. i have thirty six prints due thursday... technically there only has to be eight new ones, but you know... my first critique was real shitty so i took new pictures and have to print those as well. all tonight. i really think it might not happen though. gahh... im waiting for my negatives to dry so i can start. after that i dont care about anything... even more than i dont care right now. i cant wait to start the book work part of my finals. ill just have computer imaging homework left. im just annoyed of being in the darkroom. i busted my ass off last week so that i could get my eight done for the critique on thursday and now im still behind busting my ass to get the rest done by thursday. blah blah blah. i just want it to be over. i just want to be able to do things for fun. i think im going to buy a polaroid daylab so i can have fun with some stuff over the summer. summer is going to be amazing. im pumped. kelsey and i were talking about how much stuff has happened and how we were both going in completely new directions from just about a year ago. everything i was doing a year ago isnt going to be the same this year. last year i had no idea what i was doing with my life and now ive decided that i want to double major in photo and soc and ill graduate in four and a half years. i hated school and most of the people i was surrounded by and this year i love it and am already excited for next year. last year i was with someone who i sacrificed all my time with my friends at home and im wayy pumped to have a good summer at home. i am with someone new and it is someone from home, which i never expected to find some there, and im looking forward to everything about that. last year was pretty disapointing and home didnt feel like home and it kinda does again. i am just trying to get myself positive for when i go to print, which is right now, so till later.