rantin' and ravin'
so... im pretty sure that the nook catching on fire last summer wasnt a good idea. im pretty sure i only thought it was a good idea for the first day or so. then when the damages prevented me from work for an entire summer thats when i thought... well, this may be a bad thing thats happened. i was suppose to save up for a car so that i would be pretty close to having enough when the dodge shadow dies... i mean its a 94' dodge shadow with 140 thousand plus miles on it. i was suppose to get a job at school but that didnt exactly work with my shit ass schedual. so ive drained my bank account further down than ive ever wanted it to be at right now. now im home for the semester break and its my first oppertunity to earn some money back. ive worked a lot since ive been home and really that doesnt bother me. i dont like just sitting around... i did enough of it over the summer. i dont even mind that i cant spend much money while im home cause there is always something else to do that doesnt require it. what bothers me is that i cant go to florida with nick because i cant take that time away from working [i probably wouldnt have gone anyway cause i would want to be with my family for christmas]. i mean, i wouldnt have had to pay for anything else cause we were driving and bringing our own food. it just sucks knowing that what ever comes up i will not be able to do cause i cant take the time off. so pretty much im seeing how much i can work before new years and maybe if i dont spend much money i stop working then... but i may work if i spend a lot. i dunno, i really just hate the fact that im with held because of a fire. it would be different if i just didnt work. i would definately feel different. i think i would feel a lot better. alright, well thats it for me today on my ranting.