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i need a self re-evaluation.
ive grown a lot lately, but i will still never understand you.
i feel so helpless right now.
everyones watching me, waiting for me to make a move.
and i dont even understand what my options are.

i had a talk with a boy that i have a lot of respect for.
i know you asked me not to discuss you with him.
but he has a tendency to be very right.
he told me you and i will never work,
something i could have figured on my own.
he explained to me that words and feelings are empty without actions.

i cant be with you
for a reason that this boy made very clear to me,
i can never offer you what you need.
i can never be what you want.