Blakabla

Jun 27, 2004 23:47

So I got bored today and stopped by Jacob's house... I haven't seen him in about 5 months now... and nothing has changed. Its really weird to me when all I have to do to experience the past is just go there. Of course he's still toking on "the pot" and still living at his aunt's house. I think he's 25 now and he still hasn't found a way to get out from under someone's wing. He has no job again. Has no car and no license. He just sits out back of his house smokin or watching TV inside. I just don't get it. Every thing he had before he has lossed due to smokin. Every little thought he has/had about anything productive gets burnt away and forgotten about.

My point... if there is any is just I don't get how anyone can sit in complete bordom, and do absolutely nothing except exsist. The world does not consist of 4 walls, a bong and a TV.

My brother has the same problem. The difference is that he has the waiting syndrom. Always waiting for the escalator to take him to the next floor. FUCK... There comes a time when people need to fucking grow up. He's almost 30 now and he can't even wake up for work in the morning. He talks about going to schol and getting a new job... and he's been saying that for the past 10 years. He's been talking about stopping smokin too... for the past 10 years... but of course always finds excuses to put it off. The biggest problem with him is that he smoke pot of course and plays D&D. 30 years old trying to forget as much of reality as possible and playing make-beleive with dice. Now if someone wants to waste their life... awsome... I'm not going to be the one to stop them... but he's married with a kid now and he needs to fucking grow up and be somewhat responsable.

bagh... enough pointless ranting for now...
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