Jul 06, 2005 01:16
I hella fucked up again today. Shitfuck. It's okay though, I'm okay. .. I'll start looking again next Monday. I'm going to L.A on Sunday. I am hoping to get my mind fixed on the way down there. ..I'm more excited about the drive then I am anything else. OH MY GOD PALM TREES!!!! I'll use Josie's advice and walk up too hott bitches and say, "wanna fuck, becuz I failed lesbian 101 last week and I was thinking you could help me out" Random kisses would be good. Since I took mine all back, I've got lots to give. Maybe I can just give them all to dan, travis and ben...becuz I love them. I got my hair cut again, and its short and gay, and I love it. things get weird, and weirder, then music always fixs things. I like things being fixed.
and Brittany. I'm not mad anymore. Really, I could care less. It's not good for my heart, which has enough battle wounds as it is. I still don't believe your stories..becuz your a big liar ...we're so dead it's not even funny. I'll be able to be civil if I ever see you, but I won't ever go out of my way. I appreciate the friendly things you did for me. the "friend" kisses, touches, and sex that you gave me. It was nice. I feel good, and I hope you do to. Hope your happy with whoever your with, and take care of yourself. GoooooooooooooooodBYe Brittttttttany Gardin!!!