Jan 10, 2005 20:31
I learned that in college, you have to actually sit down and study for a couple hours. :( I did horrible on the first HW assignment cuz I got a pretty bad. Last night I study on and off for 6 or 7 hours, and I learned how to do everything. We took a quiz today, and I feel damn self righteous becuz I knew what I was doing. I just hope this confidence is real..
Financial Aid is the worst put together agency! They have me running back and forth between Registration, and them. Blaming the problems on one another.
I talked to this girl on the softball team..she's so doable, and she has a fucking sister on the team too. Man what I wouldn't do to those two.
Watching from outside the circle of girls, reinstates the fact that I never again want to be part of such a shitty group of 'friends', and lovers. Okay, maybe they're not shitty, but they're just not good for me. I guess that's the way the cards fall, no matter how much I care, I've just got to let go.
I'm content with succeeding at everything I've only dreamed about, and the fact that I am actually doing it and enjoying it makes reaching my goals that much better! Responsibilities arn't that hard, if you take it one day at a time. Oh it's so good, to be good. Cheesy? Nacho Cheesy.
Sara I love u, and am so fucking thankful I have a wonderful friend like you. YOU ARE??!!!
Just let go and jump in, well what ya waiting for, it's alright, cuz there's beauty in the break down..