Mexico
It's way too hott out. This type of weather makes it really hard to look like a babe. Today was a good day over all. Getting new pants, socks, undies, and shirts is always amazing. The party at jordans house last night was just a bundle of fun. I lost my shoes, cellphone, buttons, and my wifey. Chelsea is a fucking rock star. Why the hell am I still loathing over Amy? She called me yesterday. That was exciting. It's horrible though...becuz I didn't get to say anything from what I wanted to tell her, and I didn't ask all the important questions,..damn that excitment. Hopefully I will get to spend some time with her before she leaves, I'm lusting nothing more then to hug her, or to just stare at her for awhile.. (sigh) I can see her and I being friends in the future, and I can also see myself having a soft spot for her, for quiet sometime. Oh amy, I want you so.... bad! Why are you so easily over me? But you must be since you said, "things between us will never be like that again." ouch.
Fix it.
<3
Fix it.
<3