Jul 15, 2005 04:23
Oh boy.
I have been nothing but a terrible mess of drunken, wreckless tears the past two nights. Thank god for the booze though, other wish I wouldn't be able to really cry. Dearest Brittany, I miss you so. I would love too see your face, but that is something that shouldn't happen for some time. Becuz I, have so much to work on, and or to work out. . But god damn I really miss you. I can't deny it, I love you so..as a friend..haha don't get it twisted. -sigh- Why does this one mishap in my life seem to over take everything else?! Becuz I am weak, and i suck at dealing....sometimes I just wanna, "take a walk down the street, and not across"... Brittany I love you. I know we'll be better someday, and we can laugh...and love eachother as friends..-sigh-
How much longer will I be a ??????