I WANT MY VACATION BACK!
School sucks. I want to quit. maybe it is because i have been here so long and am only half done. MAybe because I eat about 4 times a week because i am too tired/lazy/busy to actually go get food.
Maybe because I spend every waking moment thinking about what i need to do next artistically, how to push my boundaries and really create something worthwhile.
Maybe because i CANNOT get rid of this damned strep throat because i cannot finish antibiotics because i am too tired/lazy/busy to take them when i am supposed to.
Maybe because i smoke 5 packs of cigarettes a week and if I don't get drunk at least once a week I feel too overwhelmed to function.
Maybe because i have class in 7 hours and I am still in the computer lab because i do not know what to write about classroom management because my Art Ed teacher is the vaguest Chinese woman ever.
On a good note:
I finished my lesson plan.
I like a boy. His name is Steven.
I am not pregnant.
I could call Craig right now and I know he would answer his phone, and maybe even talk to me.
All of these things make me happy.
Life can't be all Sunshine and roses, but I will settle for the flowers on top of the weeds.
Maybe because I spend every waking moment thinking about what i need to do next artistically, how to push my boundaries and really create something worthwhile.
Maybe because i CANNOT get rid of this damned strep throat because i cannot finish antibiotics because i am too tired/lazy/busy to take them when i am supposed to.
Maybe because i smoke 5 packs of cigarettes a week and if I don't get drunk at least once a week I feel too overwhelmed to function.
Maybe because i have class in 7 hours and I am still in the computer lab because i do not know what to write about classroom management because my Art Ed teacher is the vaguest Chinese woman ever.
On a good note:
I finished my lesson plan.
I like a boy. His name is Steven.
I am not pregnant.
I could call Craig right now and I know he would answer his phone, and maybe even talk to me.
All of these things make me happy.
Life can't be all Sunshine and roses, but I will settle for the flowers on top of the weeds.