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I had the best relationship a girl would ever want and I ruined it. Kevin broke up with me. I just don't no what to do with myself anymore.. I'm just soo depressed I think that i'm going into a state of depression. I mean i'm always moping around ( i don't no too much about depression but i feel like i'm going into it )..
Today would of been 1 year and 11 months that me and kevin were together. And it hurts that he hasn't texted me back all day or answered my calls ( not like he does on a regular basis ) i dont no what to do. I mean the other day we hung out or talked for like 25 mins after the gym and it was the best.. He kissed me and hugged me and everything was just perfect (except we still weren't together ) but it just felt good to be in his arms and to kiss him. I tried to talk to him about us and he just kept saying I DUNO.. i don't understand why doesn't he no anything anymore. why can't we be together, why can't we hang out.. my heart has been torn out and will never be replaced. only he can fix it... i don't want anyother BF ever..............................i just wanna die......
<3 heather