Life is just so messed up.
Life freaking sucks hairy balls.
I can't stay as a veterinary nurse because, quite frankly, it can't and wont ever pay the bills.
Due to the fact that Im trained in absolutely nothing else and have spent the better half of my life studying to be nothing OTHER than a good veterinary nurse, I have no other life ambitions.
WHAT TO DO?
Go to uni and do some random degree in the hopes that I'll one day MAYBE find a job that I like, spend the $114020 and the next four/five years of my life studying BUT will still be living at home with my parents for the next ten years because I spent all the money I earn on books, course fees and hecs instead of getting a place of my own... unable to afford anything else because general living takes up too much money... money which I WONT be earning because I'd be doing uni and not work.... or if I was working it would only be part time and doing vet nursing which pays crap all to begin with.
Basically Im fucked and am destined to be a house wife should anyone be crazy enough to marry me in the first place.
See, this is why I hate people. People make it harder for people to live. Why can't I just live in a fucking hut and barter chickens? Life would be so much more simpler and peaceful.
Why is it impossible for me to ever receive a clear path to what I want in life. For once to receive something EASY for a change. I know life is hard. But Im sick and tired of it constantly being hard. I just want SOMETHING good career/money-wise to come my way for once.
*sigh*
I can't stay as a veterinary nurse because, quite frankly, it can't and wont ever pay the bills.
Due to the fact that Im trained in absolutely nothing else and have spent the better half of my life studying to be nothing OTHER than a good veterinary nurse, I have no other life ambitions.
WHAT TO DO?
Go to uni and do some random degree in the hopes that I'll one day MAYBE find a job that I like, spend the $114020 and the next four/five years of my life studying BUT will still be living at home with my parents for the next ten years because I spent all the money I earn on books, course fees and hecs instead of getting a place of my own... unable to afford anything else because general living takes up too much money... money which I WONT be earning because I'd be doing uni and not work.... or if I was working it would only be part time and doing vet nursing which pays crap all to begin with.
Basically Im fucked and am destined to be a house wife should anyone be crazy enough to marry me in the first place.
See, this is why I hate people. People make it harder for people to live. Why can't I just live in a fucking hut and barter chickens? Life would be so much more simpler and peaceful.
Why is it impossible for me to ever receive a clear path to what I want in life. For once to receive something EASY for a change. I know life is hard. But Im sick and tired of it constantly being hard. I just want SOMETHING good career/money-wise to come my way for once.
*sigh*