Pathetic
It's pretty sad that the highlight of my day is the fact that I made an Aerosmith mix CD. I'm starting to feel like a really big loser. I have done NOTHING all week. Of course, I was really freakin' busy the past month and now that it's over I kind of did need a let down. But seriously, I spent all day yesterday on here and then all night watching TV. SAD.
Actually, the high light of my day was when Jonathon called "just to say I love you." *hearts* I love him. He wanted to make sure I was OK because we had a pretty sad convo on the phone last night. He was getting frustrated with me (I'll admit I was being annoying) and then he finally just said "Why don't you just believe me when I tell you what I'm thinking?!?!" because I have this thing where I never believe him because he used to always lie and just say what I wanted to hear and it's hard to get in the habit of believing him. Anyway, so he kind of yelled at me and I started crying and told him not to yell at me and then he started kind of laughing and reassuring me that he's not mad, etc. Anyway, it's not like we were fighting, I've just let this all build up and held it in and it all came up last night I guess.
Tonight I'm going out with Cilin and let me tell you, I NEED to get out!
Lastly, in the middle of typing this entry, the mechanic just called me and told me that he ran into some problems and it's going to cost $100-$200 more to fix the car. WTF. I'm getting so annoyed...I just want this to be freakin' overwith. I also told him that I need it by Saturday because my in laws are going out of town so I couldn't get a ride up there and he said "It's not a problem, I can come pick you up." *cue creepy music* WTF kind of dealership is this??? DAMN!