Theres just so much going on, How do people thinkkkk.?
I cant remember honestly the last time I felt like this.
Its real weird, and this week has beeen..........?
I mean theres nothing left to do or say.
Im not the type to beg, and I did?
I feelll really low about that, But you cant stop me from
going after something that means more to me then
you might think. Call me crazy. I dont care
When am I supposed to give up?
Am I supposed to give up?
Theres just so much fucking hurt.
It was kinda funny, Because I always thought
about this happening one day, When I just see
something there that doesnt belong.
And then it finally does. What a fucking slap in the face.
And I really have no right to say a word, So im sorry that I did.
But I said what I said, and Did what I did, and theres no going back,
So wishing that things were different is just irrelevant and impossible.
Its not up to me anymore, I wish there was something that I could do
And honestly I havent been this hurt, Im sorry
Now I know what you meant.
Immm done writing about this, it doesnt change anything
On the upside.. Hiii these are my best friends :).
Heiddiiii
Girrrrrrrl
Kimmmmmmy
Myyy best Friends :-D