May 02, 2004 00:17
Ryan Beasley = Perfection.
minus the bad boyfriend journal a few entries ago. he's amazing and i can't explain the way he makes me feel. i don't understand why i haven't been with him my entire life.
it's the most awesome feeling i've ever felt and can't begin to describe...
why can't everyone feel like this all the time? why does god do that? ya know.. like, why couldnt he just give everyone this "without words" type of feeling that i have right now. why can't everyone have a "mr. amazing" ?
If i were God, that's what i would do differently... just so everyone knows. also, i would make sure there were no cochroaches ANYWHERE... ew..
BUT yes.. i had a wonderful night, and weekend, and every minute spent...
holler.