I wanna make you smile whenever you are sad....

[rachp]

I feel like i'm losing part of myself... at first i thought it was a part that I really no longer wanted OR needed for that matter. I chalked it up to maturing, getting older, and decided that i was doing the right thing. but lately a chain of events has been set into swing that has me doing some major reconsidering. sometimes you have to step

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[rachluvspink]

Hey Rach-

I can relate to you in some ways about this topic... It really stinks just doing homework, reading, class, and filling the spare time with your boyfriend+ going home. and that being IT. The upside is a good gpa, and not falling behind in classes. I guess our situations are slightly different, because mine in some ways I did to myself. I miss so much going out on weekends, and having to get you ready from a wet pony-tail and sweatpants so momma P didn't figure that you were going to see boys, going to trev's, all of the bball and football games, subway, and you know the rest. It was so much fun. At this point I seriously feel "old". My parents seriously go out more than I do, which doesn't say a lot because they bowl and casino it up at least once a week, and always have people over here.. but honestly, WHY ARE 43 YEAR OLDS HAVING MORE FUN THAN THEIR 18 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER?!?! As far as the boyfriend thing goes, isn't it nice to have something "stable"? Tyler is who you've wanted to be with for sooooo long, and you've got him. On top of that, he's changed in so many ways for the better ((no player tendencies, etc)). Maybe there's a "happy medium"? I know I need to find it! If you ever need to talk, I'm here. You know the #s....

love
~The other Rach

[rachp]

Rach,

That meant a lot. a lot. I don't know what else to say besides... some things never change.

I love ya,
RP

ps.. I will have to give you a call sometime...

[rachp]

oh and just for the record rach... this didn't have a whole lot to do with tyler... I'm so ridcuously happy... it's more a friend problem... and a life problem.

I feel old too... older then I am.

pss. i miss getting all "hot" with you and going out... we need a girl's night sometime... me, you, and kdawg...

[rachluvspink]

i would so be down for that! if k-dawg is cool with it, it's on! every other sat night my parents bowl... next sat?

don't you miss h.s.?

[kloomen]

I would be cool with a girls night sometime.

just let me know