forever is what i've always imagined myself sharing with you.

[rachp]

okay the end of first semester is so close... and i've never felt happier. i think a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders because i have realized that i can succeed in college. coming into this adventure i thought that i might be one of those kids that f-ed up their first semester pretty royaly just because i never learned how to work hard super hard in high school or study... but now i know that i can do this whole college thing. and do it pretty decently. i mean final grades aren't quite in yet, but i'm proud of myself no matter what exactly i get. next semester is going to be harder yet... i like the idea of pushing myself... in a messed up way i suppose.

in other news... i'm so excited for this holiday break. i'm pumped about seeing my family... i have been to christmas at my gma crowl in two years cuz i've been sick both years.. and i'm really glad that i get to spend christmas with a boyfriend that my family loves having around. plus, three weeks open to be with my friends anytime i want with no tests, papers, or distance to worry about.. what is better then that?! i mean come on.

love,
rach