Sep 19, 2004 20:00
whats up its been a long time cause im cool like that and i have been really busy and wrapped up in my own stuff. school is going pretty good. i have straight a's i think which will be good for college. my love life or lack of one has been pretty messed up. i was with that guy sam but he got a girlfriend so thats kinda over. and now i liked these boys scott and seth but crap is happeneing so there goes that one. i am gonna go to homecoming with my friend katie anyways. she rocks and i love her. i wish we had man dates but i mean i'd rather go with a friend then someone who is going to try to get in my pants so i guess its ok. just its the last homecoming and it would have been awesome to spend it with a really important guy. but hey shit happens. i went to a party too on wednesday night and it got broken up by the cops and my parents had to come get me. it was scary. thank god i am not a drinker cause i would have gotten in so much trouble. i am sorta grounded my mom said i cant go out and party for awhile. which is ok cause i have so much school work and ymca work to do that i dont need to be partying. also i got a haircut and its like wanna bee long sidebangs. and i dyed it with blonde highlights which i really like. i secretly wanna be like ashlee simpson. except she has brown hair so i guess i am going in the wrong direction but she is still amazing. i got a new friend chrissy. she is cool and helps me through rough times. and this weekend me and my lady savannah hung out with who i havent seen for like a month so that was really cool. thanks for going on a boring tour with me vannah! hehe i love you guys and i will try to write more often cause i know you love reading. ajz comin over so i got to go xoxo rachel