fun day
i had a pretty good day today. i got to sleep in for the first time in a few weeks or so and then i had a nail appointment (gotta look nice for graduation) and then liz and i were gonna go to the beach, but then decided that it would be cheaper to just get a coffee at DD's and go to her g-ma's house and use her pool. yes, i have a pool too, but it's not inground, plus my mom was home and she's been really bitchy lately, so quite frankly i didn't wanna be around her. so me and liz hung out at her g-ma's all day and lounged in the pool, had a few laughs.. some good, sober fun. and now i'm at work. i've already been here for an hour, it's going by pretty fast. so that's always good. know what i hate? feelings. i wish i didn't have them sometimes, then things like graduating and moving on to the next stage of your life wouldnt be so damn hard. i can't wait to go to school and get away from home, don't get me wrong, but the closer we get to graduation, the farther away i'm starting to feel from some people. it's scares me. oh well, i guess, i mean, i can't prevent graduation from happening. anywho, tomorrow should be fun. i think i'm hanging out with jeff.. hopefully! i dunno about him sometimes.. he's a crazy kid, in a good way. i dont want him to leave me though. this is another thing about graduation i do NOT like. though jeff doesn't go to my school, once he graduates, he's off to the marines. WTF! hmmm... oh well, i guess, there's nothing i can do about it. i just wanna see him and it's kinda hard sometimes. but hopefully tomorrow. but back to work. right after i pee... :-)