Shitty Feelings.

[rachizzel]

Well no one came out for Ryans birthday. Were sitting at home and the house is stale with dissapointment. Neither one of us want to say anything for fear that we may upset the other. It is just another shitfest. I went to the Clinique counter and the girl told me I had dead skin cell build up on my face bad. That upset me. So now Im kind of paranoid about my skin. Its not like I look pretty anymore. I could but wheres the time. Work School Home. I dont do anything and I dont go anywhere. I want the cable to my iPod. We dont know where it went. I might be getting my computer back tomarrow. Ryans family is driving up here to cook him his birthday dinner. At first I was upset but then I realized that I wouldnt be here to do it either way. So this way Ryan gets to eat dinner with his family and spend some time with them. Ill be working until ten or eleven tomarrow night. Kroger kills me. And I make an ugly Kroger Girl. Stupid hairnet! I have this nasty weight on my sholders its ugly. A good shower should take it off. I am hungry! And I broke a nail. Damn Ive had a bad day. Just feels like nothing is going my way. I cant win for losing. I hope Ryan is happy. Im going to make him Birthday Boy Breakfast tomarrow morning. His favorite is Chorizo and Egg it reminds him of his grandmother. I made him a Hashmir Cake and bought his a shitload of presents. X Box 360, 3 games, Surround Sound System, Two Outfits, Final Desination 3 and I think thats it. But I think Im going to go shower. I feel nasty. Plus Im sorta hungry.

Goodnight le Tanniemal.

Tomarrow is Le Kroger Tanniemal

Monday Le School Tanniemal!

Au Revior.