Good Break
Well I am leaving for Nacogdoches Friday night. I think Im looking forward to going back. I realized over the break that as much as I thought I was missing in Houston, wasnt that much. My birthday was kind of shitty, but I think that comes with getting older. I didnt really want the whole cake n ice cream thing but whatever.
I am going to miss Ryan so much. He is moving to Nac in August. This way we can start our lives together. It is so scarry! Jessi girl is moving out this summer too.
-It weird, I think after the summer I wont miss everything so much. It feels like everything will die down
-I realized a lot of things. About people. Like none of the people I talked to in HS are even in my life anymore.[i dont know if i like that or not] Most the reasons I come home arent here. Gosh I just wish everything was simple again.
-I should stop thinking and let myself grow up. To me growing up means letting things die.
OK ENOUGH BITCHING
As of Janurary 5th Rachel Post is officially off the market, PERMANATLY! Ryan took me to Las Almedas and proposed. I love my Engagment ring, so cute. And I guess this is it. Now I feel like my life is going to shit. But its not, just with the wedding planning and all the expenses. Me and Ryan are looking at buying furniture and kitchen appliances and damn, everything really starts to add up.
Oh well might as well have fun getting there. I do get to decorate my own appt. and make all our shit CUTE. Plus Ryan and Kris just got a weenie dog and she is so cute. I think Im going to go play with her.
I am going to miss Ryan so much. He is moving to Nac in August. This way we can start our lives together. It is so scarry! Jessi girl is moving out this summer too.
-It weird, I think after the summer I wont miss everything so much. It feels like everything will die down
-I realized a lot of things. About people. Like none of the people I talked to in HS are even in my life anymore.[i dont know if i like that or not] Most the reasons I come home arent here. Gosh I just wish everything was simple again.
-I should stop thinking and let myself grow up. To me growing up means letting things die.
OK ENOUGH BITCHING
As of Janurary 5th Rachel Post is officially off the market, PERMANATLY! Ryan took me to Las Almedas and proposed. I love my Engagment ring, so cute. And I guess this is it. Now I feel like my life is going to shit. But its not, just with the wedding planning and all the expenses. Me and Ryan are looking at buying furniture and kitchen appliances and damn, everything really starts to add up.
Oh well might as well have fun getting there. I do get to decorate my own appt. and make all our shit CUTE. Plus Ryan and Kris just got a weenie dog and she is so cute. I think Im going to go play with her.