Aug 25, 2005 14:39
Yesterday and Today have been the strangest two days of my life....
I have been packing up my room. For some reason it is the weirdest feeling.
As I pack different things like my clothes or little nick-nacks, I remember different things that relate to each item.
Trips to the mall, parties I went to, girls night out, movies, best friends, boyfriends, new friends, pretty much my whole life.
For some reason it didn't hit me till yesterday. I was folding clothes and just broke down.
Thinking about everything that I am going to miss so much. My friends, family, and other things I hate to be without.:)
But I know that I will be fine. It is part of life. Learning to adjust to new things, people and surroundings.
I am counting on everyone to visit me when I am home sick. I am looking forward to phone calls every day from everyone.
As I sit here, I just can't help but think of all the people I love, and the ones who have been there for me my whole life or even just recently.
I value friendship so much and hold it to the highest point. I also value love and respect to the fullest.
Lynn BoB- I love you with all my heart. You are my other half. I will always treasure our friendship because I know that it is rare to find two people who are there for each other as much as we are. I know that a best friend is precious and important to have, but I consider you golden, one of a kind. I consider myself to be one of the luckiest girls in the world because I know that I was blessed with a top notch best friend. Phone calls and e-mails will hopefully hold us over. And help make it seem like we aren't apart. I Love you, and miss you already.
Meghan- You are the little sister that god forgot to give me. I am so lucky to have met you, and become apart of your family. You mean the world to me. It hurts so much to think that I can't be with you through each step of your life. Life will hand you some curve balls, and it won't be easy, but I am only a phone call away when that happends. Make high school a blast. It is the best years of your life. You may not think that now, but you will when you realize how fast it all goes by. I Love you so much.
T-Raye- My heart and soul. I love you so much. Your duties for being the # 1 fan :I want you to keep an eye on my dance team! Make sure they are all in step! And be my loud voice!! Don't let any ever tell you not to be yourself. You are the little ray of sunshine that over looks LakeVille High School. I Love You sweetie.
Katey- You have made such a huge impact on my life. You are a true friend and someone I will always be able to turn to. I only wish I would have found out those things earlier. This summer has been the best one ever and I know it was because you helped make it the best. Thank you so much for everything you have done and looking out for me. I love knowing that I have a set of eyes and ears here at home! Call me everyday but call me when you get into your new place! I am so excited for you!! moving on up!! I love you* Make sure you get my new cell number**
Ashley & Allison- You girls are the best. I am so happy that we have all become friends. I know this summer would not have been as great without you two! I always say that a friendship is better late than never ever having it. lol I am going to miss you girls!! But I know there will be many road trips to come see me!!
JWebb-I wish that we would have gotten more time to hang out this summer. I am going to miss you just the same! Call for anything and come see my ass! And do not get mugged in Flint!!! I will get you some pepper spray! You just say the words!! lol LOve you!
Dance Team- KEEP PRACTICING!!! Homecoming is right around the corner! Call me if you need anything! Are you excited to get my first tape!!!???
No matter the amount of times I tell you I hate you...I love you.
Everyone else I forgot I am sorry, I have tons of packing to do, but I love You**
Love*Always
Rach