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[rachiechan]

Whenever I am most down, I do not feel the right to cry on someone elses shoulder. So I cry here alone. I do not feel comfortable in showing my weakness, I never have, so I keep it for myself, and I cry only to myself, even when I know I need someone by my side.

I guess it hurts even more now because the one person I would like to lean on right now is the person who is causing the pain.