maybe you should start shitting yourself.
i can't sleep.
i have open houses galore tomorrow, but no desire to go to most of them. there are a few that will be worth my while, but for the most part i feel i'm just continuing high school longer than necessary.
i was in a really wierd, quiet, dull mood tonight. but now, thanks to large amounts of caffeine, i'm feeling better. but, i still am not sure why i was wierd.
i move to mt. pleasant in a little over two months. so i've been thinking about that. i'm so excited, but at the same time i'm afraid i'll feel kind of isolated, being away from all of my family and most of my friends (although a few will be at central conmigo, which will be awesome). but yea, so that's on my mind all of a sudden.
also, a lot of people seem to be moving away from the lansing area. even though i'm moving, it's still upsetting for some reason. im not very good at keeping in touch, so this is all very depressing that i may lose some more friends.
ahh change. i dont handle change well at all.
damn mosquitos.
my music playlist is so random. one minute i'm aiken for clay, then some rap song that i liked in 8th grade, and now some wonderful 80s music, say anything style.
i'm up for a JARK night. any takers?
now im listening to janice joplin. it reminds me of dane erickson's grandma. random? yes. but i remember him telling me that she always played it, and also that when her arms moved, her extra skin would flap like wings in the wind. ahh the memories.
i have open houses galore tomorrow, but no desire to go to most of them. there are a few that will be worth my while, but for the most part i feel i'm just continuing high school longer than necessary.
i was in a really wierd, quiet, dull mood tonight. but now, thanks to large amounts of caffeine, i'm feeling better. but, i still am not sure why i was wierd.
i move to mt. pleasant in a little over two months. so i've been thinking about that. i'm so excited, but at the same time i'm afraid i'll feel kind of isolated, being away from all of my family and most of my friends (although a few will be at central conmigo, which will be awesome). but yea, so that's on my mind all of a sudden.
also, a lot of people seem to be moving away from the lansing area. even though i'm moving, it's still upsetting for some reason. im not very good at keeping in touch, so this is all very depressing that i may lose some more friends.
ahh change. i dont handle change well at all.
damn mosquitos.
my music playlist is so random. one minute i'm aiken for clay, then some rap song that i liked in 8th grade, and now some wonderful 80s music, say anything style.
i'm up for a JARK night. any takers?
now im listening to janice joplin. it reminds me of dane erickson's grandma. random? yes. but i remember him telling me that she always played it, and also that when her arms moved, her extra skin would flap like wings in the wind. ahh the memories.