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it sucks when boys are bitter and angry and think you hate them and dont understand.
will he ever understand? he wants me to give him a "last chance" but i gave him a million last chances. he doesnt get any more. i cant put myself through the waiting for him to be good to me. i cant hurt myself like this anymore. i dont know where he is right now he was out just driving. i dont know where he is going. i dont know when he is going home. i dont know if he is going to be ok.
he doesnt understand why i just dont want to be with him anymore. i dont know how to explain it. im so tired. im going to sleep now. hopefully i can stop crying long enough to breathe.
will he ever understand? he wants me to give him a "last chance" but i gave him a million last chances. he doesnt get any more. i cant put myself through the waiting for him to be good to me. i cant hurt myself like this anymore. i dont know where he is right now he was out just driving. i dont know where he is going. i dont know when he is going home. i dont know if he is going to be ok.
he doesnt understand why i just dont want to be with him anymore. i dont know how to explain it. im so tired. im going to sleep now. hopefully i can stop crying long enough to breathe.