Feb 16, 2005 12:10
There's an awful lot you can tell 'bout a person by their shoes--- where they goin---where they been" - Forrest Gump
Thats right....there is a method to my madness--Kae and Meg know what i'm talking about and why this quote is up on my livejournal!!
I've been kinda crabby lately...i know its not good, but i have been...yesterday wasn't good...i feel bad about going to Chicago and stuff, but thats alright because it was fun and good to see Aaron and we all had a blast!! Good memories, fun pictures.
It could also be from me wanting this semester to be over in more ways than one. I can't wait to get out for the summer...even though my last final is on the last day of finals, on friday, and it doesn't get over with until 6:45PM--yea that sucks, oh well...a few other people are in that boat.
Funny sidenote: Ashley walked into my room last night, it was around 8:30 pm, and i never watch TV that early, well i had it on...and i was sitting with my legs sprawled out on my futon, she looked at me and goes, "is someone a little depressed?" Because all over my sprawled out legs were: honey teddy grams with a tub of icing for dipping, sweet and salty chex mix in my left arm, goldfish in my right, and a drink (crystal light on the go...no funny business here), and then care bears fruit snacks by my feet! Guess i was trying to find comfort in food....o man, so much for that Special K diet-ha!
And i need to decide where i'm working this summer, and if sarah and I are living with grams and working at the village (please) or if i'm going to work in St. Louis and stay with the fam. I kinda wanna go to Orland, and just not work weekends and go see my parents then, but i don't think that will settle well with my mom, acutally i know it wont because before i left for Iowa again after Christmas break, she very firmly informed me that i was spending my summer in St. Louis--FABULOUS!!!! I just keep thinking about how many things i will miss out on, like randomly going to Aaron's little brother's baseball games, random movies and hanging out with my friends, softball, interaction with people...and just how plain unhappy i'll be there...and i know thats a terrible thing to say, because the move is allowing me to come to Iowa and have the time of my life, and just because my mom and dad are there...but i can't live there...they can, but i don't think i can...i dunno...whatever i'm done talking about this...i need to concentrate on getting a job here, in Iowa City, first.
Okay, well i'm hungry and its time to go get food in--10 minutes when ash will call me to come down to the lobby and meet her...talk to you all later, hope your days are better!