i can't take it n.e more...!

[rachi_15]

sigh okay wel, i HAV to let out my feelins since i dnt hav n.e one else to talk too.. okay. wel, lately i duno.. i 've been feelin lyk down.. n''d i 'm not quite sure y? i mean i hav good friends 4 the most part.. i 'm doin good in skool but, still i feel as though somethin iz botherin mi.. sigh wel, one of my friends lyk treats mi lyk crap i dunno hez lyk too faced er somethin (long story) w.e i 'm jus getin tired of him n''d how he lyk makes mi feel but, then lyk i think that i'm bein too sensitive er somethin.. n''d theni think wel, mayb i did somethin wrong to him but, in al realization i didn't.. itz jus lyk how i feel.. n''d he treats mi lyk i bother him er somethin wen hez the one who considers mi his b.f.f.l. i duno hez realy odd.. n''d i think he thinks i 'm in love w. him.. cuz he treats mi lyk crap most of the tym.. n..e wayz therez soo much more to this story that itz jus too hard to explain but, w.e n''d then i hav my other friendz but, there not realy there 4 mi.. sighh i feel lyk sucha a loser er somethin lol.. i duno am i borin to hang out w.? jus cuz i dnt do everythin that they do? wel, my friend had a party yesterday n''d i asked him y he didn't call mi n''d he said that my mom wud've said no since i slept over my friendz house the night b4.. w.e i think hez jus makin it up cuz he didn't want mi to go.. he lies alot.. n''d hez sorta lyk a manipulater er somethin.. omgoshh i duno i jus feel lyk someonez ALWAYS pickin on mi er makin mi feel lyk worthless.. i kno that they may not mean to but, that's how they make mi feel. n''d quite frankly i can't take it n.e more..i realy can't i may b goin out on a limb er w.e but, i think that i deserve better.. but, i jus duno how to deal w. my situations n.e more which iz more complicated then wut i 'm sayin..sighh wel, w.e i 'l jus suk it up n''d pretend lyk nufin happend..lyfs a bitch but, i hav to liv w. it..wel, i guess i feel a lil better lol tata 4 now
luv ya,
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