it's all good...

[rachh14]

Well, I'm happy to report that everything is still going great. I'm extrememly thankful to have the friends that I have. I feel comfortable telling them how I feel, and what I'm thinking. They never put me down or make me feel out of place. It's hard to find friends like this, and I'm glad I did find them. Last night I'll admit it, I was watching Laguna Beach, and after it was over I started thinking. It was about them graduating and when I think about some of my close friends that are seniors, it scares me. I don't know what I'm gonna do not seeing them in the hallways or getting through spanish each day without them. I just want to make the most of everything while they're here. I know there's some who I am going to keep in touch with, but it's just hard. And that makes me think about me graduating. Most people are extrememly syked about graduating, but the one thing thats on my mind is how many friends that I won't see EVER again, like the ones I'm not as close with. I'm not going to deny the fact that it's going to happen. I'm proud to say that I have the friends that I do, because they're all around good people (kind,caring,considerate, etc.) and that's hard to find these days. I know I'll keep in contact with them and that's defiantly a good feeling. Also, my mom and I have never been on such good terms with eachother before. I've always been close with my mom, but we just seem to understand eachother more the older I get. She trusts me a lot and I love that fact. I see what kind of relationship her and my grandma have and I hope ours will be like that as well. So all in all, my life is pretty damn good right now. I have no compliants (spelling?).

Well I better get going, I'm taking a nap before softball practice at 7:00. Picking Murph up and then we're there until like 7:30, well more like 7:45, because the yoga class takes a while getting out of the gym, lol.

P.S. I want softball season to start like no other. I'm pumped like no other