crappy day
ever have one of those days where you seem perfectly fine on the outside, but like shit on the inside?? that was definitly today. i can't even tell what's going on anymore??
the parents really pissed me off today. they started talking about college today and how i should go visit more places. where the hell else can i see?? sorry, but the pickings in wisconsin are pretty slim and the ones i would consider i've already seen so now what do you want me to do? it gets me so frustrated everytime they bring it up. and then i found out a couple weeks ago that my cousin has her heart set on one of the schools i wanna go to. ughhhh!!! i really just need to get far away from here!
i have had way too much on my mind lately. i wish i could talk about it, but i just can't.
have i changed a whole lot this summer, or is it everyone else?? its so weird, i just feel so out of the loop in everything!
i really need a change and its not coming quick enough! gggggrrrrrrrrr!
the parents really pissed me off today. they started talking about college today and how i should go visit more places. where the hell else can i see?? sorry, but the pickings in wisconsin are pretty slim and the ones i would consider i've already seen so now what do you want me to do? it gets me so frustrated everytime they bring it up. and then i found out a couple weeks ago that my cousin has her heart set on one of the schools i wanna go to. ughhhh!!! i really just need to get far away from here!
i have had way too much on my mind lately. i wish i could talk about it, but i just can't.
have i changed a whole lot this summer, or is it everyone else?? its so weird, i just feel so out of the loop in everything!
i really need a change and its not coming quick enough! gggggrrrrrrrrr!