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the person with whom i have been the closest in my entire life, excluding only my younger sister, and perhaps even more so, sends me the four words that causes my heart to leap into my throat. i mentally review the past month in my head. have i irrationally said something out of anger to someone which is now coming to bite me in my ass? no, i don't believe so. i haven't a single clue as to when our discussion will take place, or what it will be in reference to, i only know its bound to be bad and there is bound to be crying involved. with only a month to go, this discussion probably will not bode well for our future.