May 30, 2004 13:05
so i'm home for the day to do some laundry and check ym email. just spent like an hour reading everyones journals to maybe catch up on things. Rreading Zack's journal depressed me...massively...and making me miss him mroe and drive to his hosue right now and sit there waiting for him til 9. it's gonna be a long day!
we broke up..mutually. rare, yes. but i can't explain what i'm feeling right now and i need to talk to him one on one.
nothing exciting in bangor. well everyday is something new. working full time and people always at the house. it's fun. but sometimes i just want the house to myself.
i'm feeling sick to my stomach. nervous about tonight..tears r gonna flow tonight. i hope things go well. god what's wrong with me
come up and visit!! we miss you all!