What's new in my life?

[rachelxo91]

Well, I've had problems with depression in my past, especially in middle school. Well, sadly for me, they've come back. I had to wait three days for them to figure out insurance and i just received a call telling me I can start receiving treatment tomorrow. It's going to be Monday-Friday from 9:00 AM to 3:00 PM. This is something I know that can help me if I let it. I just have no energy, can barely get myself out of bed in the morning to get to classes, loss of interest, all of the signs. I just hate that I have to put school on hold; then again I don't even know what i want to persue. If I could I would be an actress in a new Clive Owen film. *chuckle* Wouldn't we all like that?? Anyway, I'm doing OK now, knowing that help is just around the corner. I'd love to be in your prayers if you don't mind. I need hope and faith because I'm not allowing it for myself at this time. Although the good news is, I'm going with one of my besties to see Paranormal Activity 3 tonight so I am excited about that!

Love you all!
~Rach