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blargh. i am sickly-prickly, and the only person here to take care of me is my big hairy roommate nat, who is too busy on the phone dealing with girl drama to attend to me.
i feel like a whole lotta yuck.
but despite this fact, i caught myself saying out loud tonight as i was leaving the video store, 'god, i love my life."
i take this as a good sign.
taylor things are up in the air. he is kind of inconsiderate, selfish, arrogant. i still do like him quite a bit. i just get the sense that girls he has dated in the past have sort of let him be the boss of the entire relationship. i'ma have to put him in his place, but something about the challenge of the whole thing is enticing rather than off-putting. i see potential for something rewarding, and i kind of like knowing i (we) will have to work for it.
i had to leave my pottery class early tonight, which is frustrating because i was really looking forward to banging out a few plates or something. plus all but me and two or three other girls have simply stopped showing up. i'm fond of my teacher. i wonder if he cares how many people come in for class, or if we are late or leave early. my guess is he does not care.
grades are good-ish. i got a linguistics exam back today with 79/80 written on the front. woot! then i saw my grade from the music theory exam i thought i aced. 83. not so woot.
i got hired at mama's boy. i'll only be working there weekends for now, which means two nights a week at bischero. from the sound of it, i should be making a good deal more money in a shift at mama's boy than i do at bischero. and it'll be so crazy and busy. i'm actually looking forward to it. eventually i'll work my way up to working there all the time and quit my snazzy job.
i am very, very happy.
i feel like a whole lotta yuck.
but despite this fact, i caught myself saying out loud tonight as i was leaving the video store, 'god, i love my life."
i take this as a good sign.
taylor things are up in the air. he is kind of inconsiderate, selfish, arrogant. i still do like him quite a bit. i just get the sense that girls he has dated in the past have sort of let him be the boss of the entire relationship. i'ma have to put him in his place, but something about the challenge of the whole thing is enticing rather than off-putting. i see potential for something rewarding, and i kind of like knowing i (we) will have to work for it.
i had to leave my pottery class early tonight, which is frustrating because i was really looking forward to banging out a few plates or something. plus all but me and two or three other girls have simply stopped showing up. i'm fond of my teacher. i wonder if he cares how many people come in for class, or if we are late or leave early. my guess is he does not care.
grades are good-ish. i got a linguistics exam back today with 79/80 written on the front. woot! then i saw my grade from the music theory exam i thought i aced. 83. not so woot.
i got hired at mama's boy. i'll only be working there weekends for now, which means two nights a week at bischero. from the sound of it, i should be making a good deal more money in a shift at mama's boy than i do at bischero. and it'll be so crazy and busy. i'm actually looking forward to it. eventually i'll work my way up to working there all the time and quit my snazzy job.
i am very, very happy.