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Jul 14, 2007 13:05

IVE BEEN IN SUCH A SHLUMPY AWFUL MOOD LATELY.
GUILES AND I KEEP FIGHTING, AND APPARENTLY IM THE REASON FOR IT.
IM THE ONE WHO STARTS THEM ALL.  I KEEP GETTING MAD AT HIM FOR
LITTLE THINGS. LIKE NOT TELLING ME WHEN HE GETS HOME OR IF HES
STAYING AT A FRIENDS FROM BEING OUT, OR NOT TELLING ME HES NOT
DRIVING TO THE PARTY, SOMEONE ELSE IS....
I DONT KNOW IF IM NUTS OR IF THESE THINGS REALLY MAKE SENCE.
I DONT LIKE WORRYING ABOUT HIM, ECSPECIALLY SINCE I DONT TRUST
HIS FRIENDS WITH HIS LIFE. THEIR ALL MORONS.

IVE BEEN STUCK IN A 1 BEDROOM APARTMENT FOR 3 DAYS NOW, AND I HAVE
A WEEK LEFT TIL IM ALLOWED CONTACT WITH ANYONE.
ITS MAKING ME DEPRESSED, BECAUSE I HAVENT TALKED TO ANYONE.
AND TALKING TO GUILES ISNT HELPING.
I KEEP CRYING, BECAUSE I THINK ABOUT THE PEOPLE WHO GET TO SEE
GUILES, AND I DONT THINK ITS FAIR. THEY DONT CARE IF THEY SEE HIM OR NOT.

I KEEP HAVING BAD DREAMS ABOUT HIM TOO, I DONT EVEN WANT TO GO INTO DETAIL.
BUT THEIR MAKING ME CRAZY.

UGH
THESE ARE SLOWEST, LONGEST, MOST DREDED 10 DAYS OF MY LIFE.
I HAVE TO WASH MY DISHES SEPRETLY FROM MY SISTERS WITH A DIFFERENT SPONGE,
I HAVE TO WASH MY HANDS CONSTANTLY BECAUSE I HAVE TO MAKE SURE THEIR CLEAN BEFORE
I TOUCH ANYTHING. THIS DISEASE MAY NOT BE THE WORSE, BUT IT SUCKS ASS.

THIS IS A DUMB ENTRY......




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