Feeling negative
I have seriously been thinking allot about leaving the lifestyle for some time now. I just can't justify if it is worth the pain and aggravation anymore. I just don't see that people involved in it have any sort of integrity anymore. I wonder where their priorities lie anymore? I just see people only caring about getting their jollies off and that is it. I am tired of being disappointed by people. I find people are too shallow and self absorbed and really self centered. Maybe its just my state that all these people seem to live in, maybe moving would help. I am just tired and fed up. I just don't think it is worth it anymore. I don't want to hear " you have to be who you are", because I am not able to be who I am.