College is for frenemies.

[rachelsguitar]

I've never dreaded going back to school before.
But I'd rather be at home.
I've never felt like my friends weren't really my friends.
But I feel like the pity friend.
I've never had to try this hard to succeed and be liked.
But I'm in constant struggle.
I was sure Duluth was the place.
But now I'm wondering if I was wrong.
I was sure college would be better.
But now I think maybe high school wasn't so bad.
I was sure I had it all figured out.
But now I'm second guessing every idea.

I wish someone would just tell me what I'm supposed to do,
so I can stop feeling so depressed and rejected.