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i will expand once more upon this story, and then i am done.
he told me he would date me in a heartbeat.
how do i take that? it's a huge compliment, i should feel so great about myself. and yet, it's so bittersweet, because at the same time, i know that there's a barrier between us. it's like this thing that is just out of reach.
but i don't expect him to change his mind. and i'm not going to wait for him to. no one can nor ever will compare with him, and he will always be dear to my heart.
our friendship flourishes and grows, day by day, and i feel blessed to have him in my life.
he told me he would date me in a heartbeat.
how do i take that? it's a huge compliment, i should feel so great about myself. and yet, it's so bittersweet, because at the same time, i know that there's a barrier between us. it's like this thing that is just out of reach.
but i don't expect him to change his mind. and i'm not going to wait for him to. no one can nor ever will compare with him, and he will always be dear to my heart.
our friendship flourishes and grows, day by day, and i feel blessed to have him in my life.