why does it have to be this way?
well, there's this guy i met here at CP that i like. i mean i really like him. we have many things in common, including a class, and we've been spending a lot of time together recently. i've hung out with his friends before, and we click really easily. i've been making an effort here, and while i could live with us just being friends, i think he's awesome and exactly who i want to have a relationship with.
i'm scared to tell him though, because i don't want things to be awkward, or to lose him as a friend, because he's an amazing person. i might tell him before break, because i think if there was anything weird, we could get over it in time for next semester. and if he likes me, he doesn't live so far that i couldn't see him before second semester begins.
there's just one problem with my plan. he's quite a religious person, and i'm kinda unaffiliated. and i heard him say today to someone else that "inter-religious relationships are fine as far as friends go." and i find that extremely disappointing, because i think that means there's no chance for anything further than friendship for us.
so yeah, it kinda sucks. and it's tearing me up inside.
wish me luck, eh?