Well..

[rachelross]

Okay, so Joanna wanted to room with me, and I wanted to room with Jasmine. I tried to avoid hurting joanna's feelings, and making up certain excuses as to why I couldn't room with her. She called reslife, pretending to be me, and found out that the excuses I gave were not true. I guess that teaches me to lie. But in my defense I was just trying not to hurt her feelings. So, today, when she told me she called, I got really mad, but I didn't say anything. I called my mom, and she told me to just come out with it and tell her that I didn't want to room with her(which is i guess what I should have said in the first place). So I sent her an email, explaining why I couldn't be her roommate, in I think I very nice way. (By the way I told her last week that she should find a backup roommate in case I didn't come back next year.)
I'm really worried that this makes me a mean/bad person.

...90 minutes later.

broadwaybabe015: if u came to this decision last week, u needed to have told me about it then. uve royally fucked me over and i dont care if u think it was too much pressure on u, u never gave me a reason to doubt rooming until yesterday, and i wasnt going to look for a 'backup' roommate as u suggested yesterday, bc noone wants to be a backup roomate, and thats not fair to do to someone else. i choose not to fuck people over at the last minute

So I guess I am a bad person. But I honestly think by next year I won't care much, and I'll be happy living with Jasmine again. So, I mean, yea. I can't help but feel bad though. :(