new coldplay
I've been listening to the new coldplay cd almost all the time these days. it's good i enjoy it.
had a fit on lonliness last night. it's over with now.
i do want a boyfriend, but i want the right boyfriend. and right now theres nobody that i feel is right for me....anyone who is attainable at least. It's probably going to be a very long time before this happens, and thats something ihave to live with. And i can't let it bring me down.
Rita and I had a very very long and serious talk about this tonight. It started with me trying to convince her to let Rob sleep in my bed with me when he comes to be my date for my brothers engagement party next week. It escalated into all this sex chit chat, about how things are very different concerning it now then when she was in college. And i explained to her that rob isn't just some guy...he is very very importante to me, and i just want some snuggling damnit.
i wonder when i'll stop having a thing for rob? OH ....never, okay. it sucks he and i always had the worst timing ever. I think we would make an awesome couple.
had a fit on lonliness last night. it's over with now.
i do want a boyfriend, but i want the right boyfriend. and right now theres nobody that i feel is right for me....anyone who is attainable at least. It's probably going to be a very long time before this happens, and thats something ihave to live with. And i can't let it bring me down.
Rita and I had a very very long and serious talk about this tonight. It started with me trying to convince her to let Rob sleep in my bed with me when he comes to be my date for my brothers engagement party next week. It escalated into all this sex chit chat, about how things are very different concerning it now then when she was in college. And i explained to her that rob isn't just some guy...he is very very importante to me, and i just want some snuggling damnit.
i wonder when i'll stop having a thing for rob? OH ....never, okay. it sucks he and i always had the worst timing ever. I think we would make an awesome couple.