down hill from here?? no..

[rachellpachell]

i haven't been on here in forever, but I needed to get some blogging done.
Last night Ryan broke up with me.
Horrible. over my voice mail
mature yes?
so that is what is going on with me right now.
I am not okay at all but I will be, it just takes time.
you know?
It will really be hard though, to be with him at dance and school all the time.
But I am not the kind of girl to back down into a hole and never show my face.
It is a breakup, everyone goes through them.
I am just determined to stay strong.
I am positive I can do so too.
It is very hard for me to trust people, just a problem I was born with.
And I finally trust him with all of my heart, he repays me by breaking it off with my T-Mobile Voice Machine.
wow. lovely
just thought i would vent.
love y'all