crrrrazy.

[rachellpachell]

so basicaly i am tired and sick and want everything to be over. i am tired of dance
and
love
and
friends
and
family
and the holiday
and
the weather.
really i am just tired of everything. really.
i have a sinus infection but keep throwing up so i have the flu probably and am miserable
and dance is just lame lately.
and my relationship is just lame. i don't even know. we don't get along about hardly anything and ugh. i am just frusterated.
and my friends, well i only have time for my dance team
and i am not really getting along with any of them lately. either.
oh god. i sound so pathetic and lame but honestly, this is how i feel.
the holiday is usually great, and puts me in an awesome mood, but lately ...
well
my dad wants me to go to california during the break with him to visit alllll of my great aunts, and there are sooo many.
and
really, i want to see them, but it is my time off from everything, dance, ryan, my friends, and i have to leave the state? not fair.
and with my father, oh joy.
so
anywhoo. thats all
done for now.