another one bites the dust

[rachellikewhoa]

OMG i have so many boy problems...
so many life problems...
like always

tomorrow is going to be a very difficult day for me
and i dont quite know what to do about it
but i do know that i am going to have to lie
and if i dont or it doesnt work
im probably going to lose the only friend/exboyfriend i have left
even tho he isnt a very good one
and i cant quite decided if i even need him as a friend
or if i even want him as a friend because he has done a lot of bad things to me
but i guess that im just holding on to him because i know that i have no one else in the whole wide world
and the decision i make tomorrow is going to effect me for the rest of my life and i know it
i guess thats why its so hard
and i guess i have to think of something
and fast

and i have no money for my books
my fuckin books for school
over 200 dollars
and i only have 2 classes

i have to go and think of what to do
maybe ill call evan now
but he probably wont be home

<3
<3
rachO