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I've been avoiding this space for quite some time, and posting a lot less frequently for a few reasons. The main one being that I do not want to post meaningless posts that just recount what happens on a day-to-day basis. Another reason is that I've been suffering bouts of separation anxiety, and it's on one hand too embarrassing to share here. I still can't quite reveal a softer, weaker side of myself in this space using words. -Cringe- I guess the more nuanced feels are better revealed through art, photos, and pictures on Tumblr!
It's been 2-3 weeks since school has started but it feels much longer than that, and I'm happy to see familiar faces in class and out of class. :) Perhaps that's what it's like when time passes slowly or seems to pass slowly, yet quickly at the same time. Oh recently I've been meeting up with a couple of old friends, and had not just "Hello…Bye!" conversations but serious, i-have-so-many-things-to-tell-you kind of conversations. It's been a looong while.. quite awesome nonetheless! Instead of always saying "I never see you in school!" or "We should just meet up more often!", I'm actually beginning and attempting to make that into reality. :) At the same time however, I've been distancing myself from certain people, which come to think of it, may not be such a bad thing after all because I noticed how I'm now able to judge and think about things more clearly for myself - instead of being subconsciously influenced by other people's opinions.
It's the end of January and almost CNY. Time passes really quickly.
It's been 2-3 weeks since school has started but it feels much longer than that, and I'm happy to see familiar faces in class and out of class. :) Perhaps that's what it's like when time passes slowly or seems to pass slowly, yet quickly at the same time. Oh recently I've been meeting up with a couple of old friends, and had not just "Hello…Bye!" conversations but serious, i-have-so-many-things-to-tell-you kind of conversations. It's been a looong while.. quite awesome nonetheless! Instead of always saying "I never see you in school!" or "We should just meet up more often!", I'm actually beginning and attempting to make that into reality. :) At the same time however, I've been distancing myself from certain people, which come to think of it, may not be such a bad thing after all because I noticed how I'm now able to judge and think about things more clearly for myself - instead of being subconsciously influenced by other people's opinions.
It's the end of January and almost CNY. Time passes really quickly.