"But instead of talking to Wilson, I'm talking to you."

Apr 26, 2008 13:48

 I stayed in yet another Friday night and still accomplished nothing (and am accomplishing nothing now).
I have 3 papers due next week. Slowly but surely...

Today is the FAB fashion show. I'm excited, somewhat. Yesterday I spent the most shallow 1.25 hours of my life assembling goodie bags with other members. There was talk of The Hills and every cliche pop song you can think of was playing. They seem like nice girls, don't get me wrong, but I think I needed to go read some Nietzsche or something afterwards to recover.

So I went home last weekend, which was nice. I saw Alec's play. I got a shitty haircut. I had breakfast at IHOP w/ my brother and father. When my dad, my brother and I are together we're pretty ridiculous. My father and I talked about moving- out of the country that is. I don't think Canada or Australia is ready for the James'. I am seriously considering dual citizenship; I've been thoroughly googling it and reading up on Canadian pot laws. I think I want to work and go to grad school in Canada. And maybe learn French too. Who knows?

I've been in kind of a funk to say the least. I don't know what's wrong with me but I feel like I'm just being childish and stupid. Meh.
I haven't been drinking lately, not that I have booze but I haven't been going out much. I think if I drink it will only enable what I've been feeling. I'd go into it, but it's complicated and blah blah blah I'm emo.

Oh and I have no job this summer. Or any plans. I only applied to one place and all of their positions are filled. I really, really, really don't want to work at the supermarket but that may be the only thing that's guaranteed. And I don't think I can just show up at a Starbucks and work since I currently work at a fake one. I honestly want to stay in Boston and take classes, which would be feasible if I didn't spend all the money I made on takeout and clothes. I mean, I guess I could volunteer somewhere, but I don't know where I could do that. I found some places before but I don't remember nor do I really care. I just don't want to double my losses driving all over the place this summer with gas being as high as it is. I never "turn a profit" because of that.
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