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i have a good new years resolution for myself. from now on, im just gonna go with the flow. i hate caring so much about stupid things.im done. from now on im just going to accept whatever good or bad shit comes into my life. i can't stop it by hating it, why try.
for so long i've tried to be what everyone else thought i should be. my parents, friends, family, sister, etc. they all have expectations of me, and im tired of living up to them. despite the amount of friends i have, a select few can even come close to knowing the real me, and what i acturally like. so this thought brings up my second new years resolution. im going to live for me, and be me for once in my life, without worrying about what other people might think of me. and even though these sound like things everyone goes through and everyone wants to do, im going to follow through. im tired of being emotionally drained, and always having a frown on my face (as pointed out by mike puleo). im done.
this year, im going to be happy. regardless of what gets thrown into my way.