what a year.
I always get depressed whenever I come to this site. It makes me remember all of the joy and hope I had when I was younger. How I was going to college and get a good job and by the time I was 30 I was going to live with cats in my own apartment. Not trying college for the 3rd time, and leaving a 10 year relationship to start over.
I left Jeremy. He never came after me. He never seemed sad that we broke up. I don't know who I am anymore because I identified with soliders girlfriend/wife for 10 years.... now I'm dating a Canadain who treats me better than Jeremy did. Jeremy treated me well enough, but put in just enough to keep me but not enough to keep me in love. I have been with Angus for 6 months and he makes what is important to me important to him, he always thinks about me when planning things out and is really fun; we laugh a lot and talk thorugh any issues we have or had. I can't believe I have met him. He's everything I've wanted. I never thought I would have gone for his body type (he's a big boy...6'5" 290lbs). He makes me very happy. I don't know if I want to marry him, but I think when he asks I will say yes. He's willing to wait like I requested. I am just burnt out from the idea of marriage.
With Jeremy I planned a wedding I did not want. WIth a buget that he wouldn't work with me on and just won't want to help. I planned at his moms since she was doing the food (to make it eaiser on her) he wouldn't do it. I planned in marquette, he wouldn't help with the venu so I chose the childrens mesum for all the kids his family has. okay but he wasn't sure b/c there was no way to do a real theme because of the back drop. I begged and begged him to have us elope and just do a bigger wedding in 5 years or so because I couldnt plan this wedding it was killing me to plan this wedding (I told him this more than once). but he wouldn't buge. When it came time to start buying save the dates he couldn't go with my dad to get the money he promised me- I decided not to nag Jeremy beause he is a grown ass man who didnt need me to tell him what to do. He never did so we missed the date for the save the dates to be mailed out. THEN turns out the date he chose was the same day that traveling started for a class he signed up for with the military. HE KNEW ABOUT THIS CLASS FOR MONTHS BEFORE HE SET THE DATE. When I moved up here; I had to leave my job and health insurance -- Jeremy wouldn't marry me so I could get on his insurance before the wedding date. He wanted to wait to see what COBRA would do. Which turned out to be 480$ per month vs 30$ for the wedding at the court house.
I know that this was a good choice to leave him. I wish he didn't ruin the idea of getting married.
I left Jeremy. He never came after me. He never seemed sad that we broke up. I don't know who I am anymore because I identified with soliders girlfriend/wife for 10 years.... now I'm dating a Canadain who treats me better than Jeremy did. Jeremy treated me well enough, but put in just enough to keep me but not enough to keep me in love. I have been with Angus for 6 months and he makes what is important to me important to him, he always thinks about me when planning things out and is really fun; we laugh a lot and talk thorugh any issues we have or had. I can't believe I have met him. He's everything I've wanted. I never thought I would have gone for his body type (he's a big boy...6'5" 290lbs). He makes me very happy. I don't know if I want to marry him, but I think when he asks I will say yes. He's willing to wait like I requested. I am just burnt out from the idea of marriage.
With Jeremy I planned a wedding I did not want. WIth a buget that he wouldn't work with me on and just won't want to help. I planned at his moms since she was doing the food (to make it eaiser on her) he wouldn't do it. I planned in marquette, he wouldn't help with the venu so I chose the childrens mesum for all the kids his family has. okay but he wasn't sure b/c there was no way to do a real theme because of the back drop. I begged and begged him to have us elope and just do a bigger wedding in 5 years or so because I couldnt plan this wedding it was killing me to plan this wedding (I told him this more than once). but he wouldn't buge. When it came time to start buying save the dates he couldn't go with my dad to get the money he promised me- I decided not to nag Jeremy beause he is a grown ass man who didnt need me to tell him what to do. He never did so we missed the date for the save the dates to be mailed out. THEN turns out the date he chose was the same day that traveling started for a class he signed up for with the military. HE KNEW ABOUT THIS CLASS FOR MONTHS BEFORE HE SET THE DATE. When I moved up here; I had to leave my job and health insurance -- Jeremy wouldn't marry me so I could get on his insurance before the wedding date. He wanted to wait to see what COBRA would do. Which turned out to be 480$ per month vs 30$ for the wedding at the court house.
I know that this was a good choice to leave him. I wish he didn't ruin the idea of getting married.