So its just begun...

[rachelisanerd]

I had a few goals for the summer, and in 2 weeks all but one has pretty much been lost. No CNA class, no friends, no unpacking even. My perfect relationship has turned into something that makes me want to scream and pull my hair out. Not because of anything he does, this 4-hours apart is just hard to handle. I am lonely. Really really lonely.

I started working out. I swim and run and do yoga and eat healthy and drink nothing but water. My body feels great. I never see my boyfriend due to my insane and inflexible work schedule. I miss him. A lot.

Sorry to sound so emo. Peace.